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刚看完“画皮”这真是赚人泪的戏

佩容对王生的爱才叫真爱

只有懂得去爱一个人的人才会真正关心对方的幸福，

而不是只想着霸着他／她

因为爱得完全不自私，是很高程度的

如果王生离开了佩容， 我相信她会更开心，

纵然她多么爱王生，佩容也会让王生走。

因为佩容对王生的爱已超越了她对他的霸占

Yesterday went to somewhere near Singapore River for "picnic".

We played a game called "The King".Its all about luck.There

are 7 of us,so there r 7cards one of it was King.Anyone with

that cards can call out any 2 numbers and make them do watever

things they like (but it cannot be too over).Jia wei use the

lollipop that he has sucked and "paint" it on his lip,then

he kissed Bao Guang on his cheek.He seemed to enjoy alot but

poor Bao Guang was trying hard to resist.Later on we played

a prank on Joyce.We made Jia wei to call Joyce and he confess

to her.That was pretty fun.Joyce seemed to be stunned.She

kept on "um....erm..."(speechless).Then 5 minute later we called

back to tell her that was jus a prank.

________________***************_______________________


My life after exam was quite fun but quite miserable too .

I was spending money almost everyday on movies,K-box,food and

shopping etc...My wallet is bleeding profusely.I tried to stay

at home, but i can't help it home was just so boring.I'd got

nothing to do at home.Also,before i go back to Myanmar i gotta have

enough fun here coz when i go back there its impossible for me to

even step out of the house or touch com .~sigh~ Will is saying that

holiday is so fun but holiday is never fun for me.

陈淑桦:梦醒时分

你说你爱了不该爱的人

你的心中满是伤痕

你说你犯了不该犯的错

心中满是悔恨

你说你尝尽了生活的苦

找不到可以相信的人

你说你感到万分沮丧

甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的

你又何苦一往情深

因为爱情总是难舍难分

何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的

在每一个梦醒时分

有些事情你现在不必问

有些人你永远不必等

~在人群中我们擦肩而过

在城市的呼吸里沉默游走

自己渴望已久的温柔

黑夜了白昼 春夏又秋冬

一天复一天 一周又一周都经过

人群中总低着头作梦

曾经梦想彼此你和我

也曾因为了解而放手

我知道你会在那一头

我们将在对的那一秒碰头

下一站的出口 有人等我

下一站的出口 你等着我....~

~只怪我们爱得那么汹涌

爱得那么深

于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了

却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了

激动的灵魂

也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦......~

I am terribly tired today ,thnx to yesterday

Yesterday i'd watched "Eagle Eye" ,

I considered that movie as the best movie of the year

the computer effects are awesome

and the story is captivating

After the movie we went to the singapore river

we sat down somewhere near the river and played truth or dare

Brian chose dare and he went to the middle of the bridge

and screamed out "i love u" i thought that was really crazy

and of course many people chose truth (including me )

and i was really surprised by the level of maturity of the children nowadays

coz one of my friends had his first relationship when he was primary six

That has totally freaks me out

Firstly,a P6 kids knoe what love is ,

while when i'm in P6 i dun even knoe what the hell it is

my heart and soul were all in Rain and PSLE

Secondly,i'm 17 now and i'd never have a boyfriend(lover) in my life

Thirdly, those friends ,most of them had their first lover when they were abt 12-14 yr old

it seems to me that they are more mature than me while actually i'm older than them

抬头望着那遥不可及的“无情”夜空

电脑播放着张学友的“你知不知道”

～自從我第一次看到妳的時候

我就偷偷的喜歡了妳

這種感覺　我一直深深的埋藏在心底

不敢讓妳知道　直到那一天

當我們要分離的時候

妳突然跑來向我說再見

看著妳遠去的背影　我心裡忍不住

想對妳說:"我真的好喜歡妳!妳知道嗎?"～

那悲伤的歌词在心里掀起阵阵涟漪

那凄美的旋律拨动着我的心玄

请原谅我的爱不能诉说

I LOVE U but this is not alright

残酷的现实不允许我去爱

被束缚的心灵不配拥有爱情

我愛你　雖然我必须放棄

我愛你　雖然我试着放棄

我愛你　豈只一句話就說得清

你，值得被珍惜

你， 值得我放弃

但愿这份爱能够随风漂到我追不到的千里之外

电脑继续播放着张学友的“你知不知道”

～不管你知道不知道你對我真的重要～

死亡是很真实的，

我们一直在忽略它。

愚苯的我们总以为它离我们很遥远，

可世上事事难料，

死亡它无形无体，

随时可能在我们身边，

它看得到我们，而我们却没发现它的存在。

我们可能今天活蹦乱跳，

而明天就在豪无知情的情况下离开人世。

因此我们应当把握着今天，

因为我们谁都不知道自己是否还会看到明天的夕阳 ，

所以我的朋友们啊，

想要的东西，就要自己努力去争取，

死神它是不等人的。

（ 要活好当下）



世上所有人，事，物 没一样是永恒的

它们随时都在变，

这般变化无穷的世界却是我们生活着的世界，

所以想要的东西，就要自己努力去争取，

错过了就来不及了。

（珍惜一切， 不要等到失去了，才来掉泪）



人的一生从呱呱落地开始，

我们就一直在奋斗着。

有的为了生活而奋斗，

有的为了梦想而奋斗，

可大多数的人们却忘了为迎接死亡而奋斗。

这听起来很可笑，这就是人们的愚昧。

他们视野狭窄，永远只是井底之蛙。

为了迎接死亡而奋斗的生命才有意义。

其人必定会在自己有生之时，

把握着每分每秒，

努力争取自己想要的，

努力令自己活得开心，

努力让别人活得开心，令自己的生命有价值。

如此地奋斗，

只为了在死亡前一秒种，

当回顾自己的一生时满意地微笑

然后，就这样放心地，毫无牵挂地，安祥地离开。

（生命有限，有梦想就要放手去追寻，

只要有足够的热诚，你一定能排除所有障碍。

要知道千个万个障碍物都不足够令你惧怕

怕只怕自己先投降。

人生所有的答案，都在自己的心里，

多多聆听自己的心声，听听它说什么，

JUST FOLLOW YOUR HEART.）



PS : 以上article的灵感来自于很多人的死亡。

小时候玩伴的死亡，偶像的死亡 等等。。。。

令我确切地感受到死亡的真实感。

残破的身躯，

疲惫的心灵，

到底那里才是避风港，

坚强得太久好疲惫，

但愿能沉沉地睡。。。


在这个悲伤又混乱的生活里，我无法找到自己。。。

夜的黑令我恐惧

夜的宁静令我战栗

闭上眼，脑海里，心里 都是你

满满的占据了所有空间

爱的深，痛得更深。。。

Children all over the world experience violence in their lives

even though they have the right to live their lives free from violence.

(adapted from UNICEF wesite)

Can we be more considerate of the innocent ones that we are hurting.

How many more cries do we have to heard or see,

how many crimes do we have to witness,

how many more delinquencies do we have to feel sory for,

how many horrors before we make changes...


"Every child has the right to a life free from violence.

Violence against children can never be justified"

It is so boring after exam,got nothing to do

Thnx to this bored-ness I'd learnt to flirt with the wall in my room

and btw i'd been staring at the air for hours,

and realize the air is the air...i can't see those air particles

Plus i realize something after staring at the wall for hours

I realized that the wall is not white colour there r some

pink colour in it so the coloue of the wall shld be

pinkish - white i guess......

Its a cool picture rite?

I just saw it while visiting the Calvin Klein website

Exams r over BUT O level chinese is coming...

Gotta buck up for my chinese.....

I am a poor peasant now ...

I went to K-box , watched movies,eat buffet,spent lots of money...

I've been playing craizily these days

but yes my dad allow me

he said its time for me to relax and play hard

and he asked me to relax and ejoy life...

he said most of all just live happily each and everyday

I love my dad,

when he said that to me the tone is very soft and gentle

and very caring he don't give me any pressure

he just wish me to have a happy school life

grow up happily and healthily.....

He is such a nice guy ,

so gentle to me and most of all he loves me

and ofcoz i love him tooo

btw I think i had gained weight....

coz my life after exam has no different from those of pigs

eat- sleep- eat- sleep- use com- read novels- shower- sleep

(the only different is pigs dun use com but they do read

at leat those pigs in Animal Farm read)

and the cycle begin again ( I HATE MY FATS THEY R DAMN DISTURBING)

and jesus my brother say my arms r flabby and keep shaking my hands

and i hate that coz the fats do shake VIGOROUSLY

because of the freeness i'd been building castle in the air

for most of the day with my fantasy thought....

I think if i continue to be like this

i'll not be able to differentiate between the reality and illusion....

my thoughts r crazy i'd been thinking tat there

might be a pill which cost only afew dollar that can

cure AIDS at just one go......

I'm even dreaming about the day where i wear the

bridal gown and saying i do~~~~~

I thought of the day where we gotta choose our own path

and gotta go our own way .....That will be the most

difficul day for me....

Inorder to have a "healthy" life

I've been telling myself that i'll swim at six but

untill now i'm still saying that to myself

"i'll rally really swim 2moro at 6pm"

but i think i'll still say the same thing the day after 2moro

its just tat i dun like exercising....

I dun like egg, milk, animals, the sun,Jolin tsai,

Lee hyori but i like to be Kpoh ....muakakakaka

I do admit i'm Kpo but i'm not as Kpo as Chen-hsin she is the master

I jus realise this "special" talent in me

Thnx to liu li she always say i was Kpoh

I realise i'm sick of Korean Drama(except the 1 tat have RAIN)

the content r the same

i see the cover and the brief description i can guess the

ending liao ...so boringggg....

Talking about boring i think Singapore has not much

places for teenager reacreation

kbox,movies, arcade ,reastaurant r the only places i favours

but i'd been going to those places for years ...

In my dream, children sing

A song of love for every boy and girl

The sky is blue and fields are green

And laughter is the language of the world

Then i wake and all i see

Is a world full of people in need





Tell me why does it have to be like this?

Tell me why is there something i have missed?

Tell me why cos i don't understand

When so many need somebody

We don't give a helping hand

Tell me why?




Everyday i ask myself

What will i have to do to be a man?

Do i have to stand and fight

To prove to everybody who i am?

Is that what my life is for

To waste in a world full of war?





Tell me why does the tiger run

Tell me why do we shoot the gun

Tell me why do we never learn

Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?

why do we say we care

Tell me why do we stand and stare

Tell me why do the dolphins cry

Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die?

why if we're all the same

Tell me do we pass the blame

Tell me why does it never end

Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?

Why do we close our eyes?

why do we really lie?

why do we fight for land?

Why?

There are things that every person is sent to earth

to realize and to learn

For instance , to share more love,

to be more loving toward one another.

To discover that the most important thing

is human relationships and not materialistic things.

Whatever we have done with our lives

makes us what we are when we die.

一直等 一个人 等了好久

这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞

春夏秋冬 我的窗口只有风景懂



爱的深 有多深 我也不懂

你走后 我的心 变的脆弱



听一首歌 也觉得痛但我谁也没有说

右边的座位 右边的枕头

都已经空了那么久

没你守侯 那是因为 我已经看透

一半 ~言承旭
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半

不哭了 不笑了

为谁留泪我也不明白



没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半

我固执 的等待

等风再把你带回来

There are times I find it's hard to sleep at night

We are living through such troubled times

children reaches out for someone to hold

how can I pretend that I don't know

what's going on?

When every second, and every minute another soul is gone?

And I believe

that in my life I will see

an end to hopelessness,

of giving up,

of suffering

we could all stand up together

for all the forgotten and all the unloved

this game of life is one big struggle

We gotta hustle just to make it everyday

and to find ourselves a way

to fight the fears we facing

and grab those dreams we chasing

cuz there ain't no competition

when we rise to the occasion...

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有